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So today I wanted to writte about the good side of this years friendship, but something happened, a little kitty died, and it may sound stupid for some people, but, I just cried, I loved that kitty, and I love my friend, and even though I am only like 60 miles away, I can't go see her, and hug her, and tell her everything is gonna be ok, and that's killing me. I've been through that pain, the kind that makes you feel that your heart is coming out of your chest, that all this is a nightmare , and that any moment, you are gonna wake up, and everything will be ok, but you don't. And then you can't even cry, cause you ran out of tears.
Actually  there's no much I can say to her, except, I now that felling, and even though, it won't go away, after some time, It  wont hurt that much, and you'll be available to carry on, and remember him, with happiness.

I've said it before, and I'll say it again. I love you !